Your first night home from the hospital you cried so bad. I thought I was not going to get any sleep at all. I held you and rocked you and nothing I did seemed to soothe you. That is until I sat down on the edge of the bed and just laid back with you on my stomach and I began to bounce my legs and you went to sleep and we had a good night after that. The next night you were fine. I think you just wanted to stay close to me. To be honest, I felt better with you close to me too. I wish I could hold you close now. I MISS YOU and I LOVE YOU!